it scares me sometimes when i hear noises
or imagine shadows below the skies
where i wonder what if thunders
(even if it could be kind)
my heart bears burdened caution
that marks ashy paws beside.
it scares me sometimes when i think of monsters
and some gruesome image sticks inside
my mind
i can’t get rid of it
stood and felt discouraged
by my freedom
(yet knowing to march on despite).
it scares me when i see people as art even in the slightest more than the slightest of ways
i’ve heard too much about what can happen if that thinking leads astray.
my soft heart that i let do its own findings
steers its own ship in accordance to mine
(some say a little ahead of me.)
and i let it be natural, with some rules,
it glows pleasantly in my hearth,
burns sometimes wildlike above
a sealike dragon shadow
waterfall conscious between my toes.
to lose your rhyme,
constraint overtaking observance,
love muffled by fur smiles,
home time lingered in a grimace.
dark reviewing of your daylife
sat alone in eve silent
flattened spirit mumbling whys.
now,
i let my heart command -
at once my steering boat is light
oars hold hands with purpose
serene reason floats by side.
in the night, i still shudder
and i wring my hands before
a sight monstrous in my mind
just pauses that should come
let me breathe.
a sea floats across these wiles.
